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Friday, June 09, 2006

Fri, 09 Jun 2006 00:23:15 GMT

well .. i'm no longer going to mess with this well, you could kinda tell since i haven't written since february .. lol .. but, i'm done with this stuff .. haha .. but, i love my boyfriend most of all. :) derek .. i love you, babe!! peace out guys!! you can check out my myspace tho! myspace.com/number04

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Tue, 21 Feb 2006 13:17:53 GMT

ayy ..

i haven't wrote in a while .. well, i have uh boyfriend. whoo. lol .. franklin ray hensley. we're so cute. lol ..

friday, didn't have schooL .. had a game against guyan valley, only lost by like 8 .. we played one hell of a game .. tehn went to the dance for a little while then went && got frank then we made our way to franks .. (me chels derek && frank) stayed there until around 140 .. got home around 2 .. then me && chels went to bed around 3 .. got up && went to "practice" at 9 .. that sucked .. the tape wouldn't play ..

then, went home .. laid around, me && mom got into it pretty bad .. so i left w/ chels we went to franks && the sr league games .. then i stayed w/ chels 'cause i didn't wanna go home since mom was bitching at me .. =]

we got up sunday .. i got up around 11 or so .. then we made our way to mccoys to get some ice cream! lol .. && some contact solution .. then we went back to her house .. laid around .. finally got ready then went to her momaws for dinner. it was awesome! lol .. then we made our way to our coach Amanda's house to make stuff for sectionals .. it was sooo fun! then i went home to watch desperate housewives && greys anatomy && get ready for schooL!

yesterday .. we didn't have schooL .. so i slept until 11 .. got up .. then done dishes && took a shower then went to practice @ 3 .. after that went to chelseys got ready then the team went to man to watch man && gilbert play to see who we play tomorrow .. it's man. i'm soo damn excited .. we're gonan win this shit!! GOODLUCK GIRLS!!! LOVE U!! kick ass!! but, that's about all i have to say! catcha later kids!!!

<3FRH<3 i'll be u'r debbie for as long as you let me. haha .. u'r so sweet.

Thursday, February 16, 2006

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 16:46:41 GMT

ayy guyss ..

well, i'm sitting here in fourth period, i couldn't fall asleep so i figured i'd write in here .. today, i'm such a bitch. oh well .. it happens ..

today. stopping at flower shop afterschool for the senior girls' stuff .. then going to throw w/ amy at the field since it's such a pretty day .. then prolly go home then going to basketball practice 7-9 .. i hate the late practice. ahh. then going home && going to bed. haha ..

tomorrow, whoo, no school .. thank gawsh, it's been a rough week. ahhhhh .. bitchy all week .. so i'm most definitely sleeping for days haha .. then when i get up && get myself together me && kate are going to madison to get the senior girls' something for senior night then we're coming up here to hang up our signs for our game .. it's our last one .. we play guyan valley && the boys play sherman here .. i think it all starts at around 6 .. whoo .. i'm pumped. goodluck ladies && guys .. then, i donno what i'll do, more than likely go home since we have practice early saturday ..

saturday, practice, gonna stop && see mikie .. then home for sleep then prolly going to the senior league games .. haha .. then prolly going home to sleep some more && get rested up for this week.

sunday, prolly nothing .. might throw, depending on the weather .. who knows .. i'll get back to u kids monday. =] have uh good weekend. -shay

Thursday, February 16, 2006

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 12:44:20 GMT

well .. it's 1st period .. i was the first one finished with those darn 5 tests .. so i decided to come to smith's room 'cause i'm bored out of my minnndd .. so here are icons.

=PROM

-best things EVER.

i have a habit of falling too hard &&
falling too fast && getting my hopes
up for something i know won't last

thats cute how you thought
i would always run back
to you && be your
rebound
well i've got news for you
my world is still spinning round

and you're not about to get in its way.

if you have to try an convince yourself you don't
care about someone- you care about them more than
you think *

without you --
tomorrow wouldnt be worth the wait
&& yesterday wouldnt deserve remembering
i wanna be the girl that you see,
and stop dead in the middle of a
conversation just to look at <33

if i`m just gonna be
another name in your
book, do me a favor

&& ~~cross~~ me out //

one summer ; one boy
&& suddenly things weren't the same. -soo true.

Just because i don't wear black
doesn't mean i don't hurt inside.
I've been chewed up & spit out
more times then i can remember.
Just because i don't cut my wrists
doesn't mean i don't want people to know
how much hell i go through everyday
& how my fucking fairytale
is no storybook life at all <3

i'm tired of all this
"lets play with her emotions"
bullshit. either you love me or you don't
so make up your mind.
cause i'm not gonna wait while you take
your sweet time